finally gotten myself a pair of new jeans! yeah!!! for those who dunno, i dun wear jeans or pants coz i feel they make me look FAT! skirts are still the best. they are comfortable n most impt of all... i look alright in them. haha... vain me. ok, which gal isn't vain? hee hee... muz thank my 2 frens for putting up with me. muz admit i am quite fussy when it comes to buying clothes. thanks esther n steph. :)
 

Nice outing

had our grp outing today. its great! the food at thai express is nice n we enjoyed each other's company. lots of craping at our table. they say i can get super lame (really meh? tot my degree of lameness isn't all the high?). haha... anyway, as long as everyone have fun it's ok(even if it means i have to be the one telling lame jokes). crapping aside, someone also started talking abt bfs, like who's the more evil one in the relationship, we love our bfs more or they love us more,....... but i feel our ans to these qns are all very one-sided. its only our view on the relationship. i mean we can't be 100% sure of wat they think rite.... rem... human are very complex being. its never easy to understand a person totally. but the qns posed by steph or is it hw did set me thinking: does he love me more, or i love him more?

din have much time to talk to him again today. his night training dreaded till quite late, so he juz had a few mins to call n say good night. really miss him lots. if only i can spend the entire wkend with him.

Finally, i learn not to take pple for granted.
don't just think u are precious to him, actually he also holds an important position in your heart. sometimes u take  longer to realise, but it's an uneraseable fact. 

Super slacker me!

finally have a full day of rest aft 2 busy wks. din have any activities in sch today n din arrange to go out with pple. juz spent the day idling at home(sort of miss the days i juz laze at home n pass the hrs). haha... oh yea, i did do something that's not so slack. in fact, its quite hardworking of me considering the fact that i had stopped that activity of mine for a couple of months. not easy to find back the will-power to get it going ok... crap so much still din mention wat's the productive thing i did. its running!!! crap right....? haha.... really feel good aft sweating it out. shd really stick to the rountine of having regular runs. its good for health n helps me shed of that extra pounds(think i am too fat lah).

Wat a tiring day! Wun say we did lots of work today, but am sort of tired out. Maybe its hangover from the wkend? haha.... Slacked too much during the wkend, suddenly gotta wake up early n get down to work. quite sian. ha, wat a slacker i am!
 
Can't believe it manz... i actually stepped n almost fall on a small stone on my way back today. so unlucky. or was i too blind to even see a stone in my path.
 
Had so little time to talk to my dear. how i hope there's more time to talk to him. haiz... but no choice la...also dun want him to get into trouble in army. ok... i shall be a understanding gf. hee hee... (for pple who say that i am a lousy gf.... i am not that bad afterall.) really miss him lots. love u dear. :)
 

Anticipation

This week is rather fun, enriching and of course tiring. The pple i meet for the VSA project are really quite a nice lot of pple to hang out with. Most of them are easy-going n big time jokers cum lamer, can really crap manz... haha.... at least that make the hrs of hard work easier to endure. hmm... am actually looking forward to seeing them tmr to continue our work. ha, i muz be crazy, so excited at having to toil the entire wk. haha...
 
oh yea... am going to get the car for the day on tue. Time for me to bond with the car. haha... usual only get to use the car on wkends. so little time right.... how i wish i can have the car to myself. (yea, dream on manz.... how expansive the car, n the maintainence is. as if i print $ at home. haha...) Anyway, i shd be contented with wat i have. At the very least i do get to drive the car n am allowed to drive it out myself. I know my fren isn't allowed to touch her dad's car n my poor bf can't drive the car out alone. So.... lucky me. hee hee...

Glad. but shd i be upset, juz like many others will?

Really had a heart to heart session with him on sat. Was chatting on the phone... and he really opened up to me last night. It's not him to express himself openly so i am actually quite glad he did it. I really dunno how other gals might take it if they ever get that confession from their bfs. I personally thought that confession did a great deal in pulling us closer. At the very least, i knew he's willing to let me into his world.

Anyway, the outing with my grp pple from VSA wasn't too bad. A pretty friendly bunch of pple. It's really interesting how they can arrange to have 3 gals with the same name in the grp. haha... maybe they thought it might be quite fun getting all three to respond when only 1 name is called. And there are also 2 other gals sharing the same name in my grp. interesting right? haha....

Too bored...

It's time to meet new pple. Yeah! Getting excited for nothing? Haha... i am crazy. Guess boredom is taking its toll on me. But frankly, it's quite nice to meet a whole new bunch of pple. At least u wun be stuck with the old grp of frens forever without expanding ur social circle (ok, i am not saying old frens are no good here. haha...). i am quite looking forward to the BBQ tonight though i have absoluately NO idea whom i will be meeting later tonight. Might meet some really sucky pple for all i know (dun worry... there's always the another side of the coin.) I am one who always looks on the bright side of things. Hee hee... Alright... shdn't write anymore. Is cookies-baking time now! My buddy's coming over to make a mess out of the kitchen with me. Haha... :P